But the most exciting,challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous.
If I'd observed all the rules, I'd never have got anywhere.
Strange
Feels like the most familiar and strange feeling at the same time.i think my world has turn upside down and my sense of reality has blurrd.i want to embrace each moment,each memory,each step wit all my hart.but the weather is making it impossible.summer pls come soon.bright and shiny is more appropriate.dark n gloomy draws too much sadness.life is too short to live dark days.-)
3 years ago2005-06-15
Sometimes, when u hope so much for something - u give all ur heart n soul to it, u wont get it. Not even close to it.
It feels even worse when u have done everything and there is nothing else you can do coz it all on the other force.
It;s just super disheartening….when comething like this happens…
All the air of excitement suddenly just seem to blown away by the strong wind bringing gloomy clouds. I wish i didnt hope so hard.. i wish i didnt felt so strongly about it…
But its not me…its “IT” that excites me, i wouldnt be as excited without it. I have never felt as excited before…like i said..it like 17 again…makes me feel 17, jump like a 17, behave like a 17 year old girl. Its not fair, when all i feel after the excitement is dissapoinment.
But, oh well, if it doesnt kill - it makes u stronger…..
Now - i hope that i will be back to my normal self soon
3 years ago
its funny what life throws at you.sometimes, as much as i hate it, i think he is psychic.
3 years ago
